邪恶的我与世界

人心邪恶，谁又能世界的下一秒...

曾经的好朋友，在那一瞬间，你被那无辜的出卖了。同学们的好老师，在那一瞬间，他讨厌你了。在成绩单上贱卖了你的心血。在亲情和金钱上，家人们无视了亲情的感觉和人们的感受。

曾经的好朋友，有需要帮助时，我无私的帮助他们。连追女生也要向我借钱，我也在她面前说，是我欠你的。

在学习和教导里，我们建立了很好的师生关系。但是在智慧和面子上，他选择了在众人面前树立了权威和高傲，把知识和道德给抹杀了。

和平的家里，其实各各都在为着自己的利益而部署着自己的战术。不要以为他们的好是真心的，不然被人家捏着喉咙的就是你。

在这世界里，真心，单纯和好心的人，对我来说，永远是失败者。唯有学会拿起战抢，会计谋的人才会是胜利者。兵不厌诈，战场上无父子，赢得最大的利益才是真正的胜利者。当你的底牌给人家看到了，那你就是注定输了。活在面具下的痛苦好过被活生生的在脸上被人割。即时爱上一个人，也不好给让家知道，因为人是犯贱的，当她知道你喜欢她了，她就不在乎了。因为她们要享受成为一个有男人为她们而死的女王。这是有道理的。

我看得见这道理，是因为我经历过，也同样的，我活在当下。可能你觉得我人很好，可能你想要和我做一辈子的朋友或情人，但是我告诉你们，我没那么简单。奉劝你们，放一点戒心给我，不然，你们怎么死，都可能不知道。

虽然很痛苦，但是我还是有知己。真真认识我的人不多，数起来可能只有一个。因为在我的生活中，我天天都在学着武装我自己。即时不攻击他人，也不会让自己受伤害。

战场上的梦想

孩子们啊，你们的纯真呢？？？

学生们追逐的不再是梦想，而是父母的压力之下的成绩。老师希望教的不再是一班听话的学生，而是一班成绩好的学生。当小贩们不再是为了顾客的胃口，而是在金钱上能够赚多少。当司机不再是为了能把顾客安全的送到目的地，而是能不能在比别的司机更快到达巴士站而得到更多顾客。

我开始觉得，我活在巨大的战场里面。全部人都为了生存，放下了自己的童年的玩具，学习使用刀枪。更可怕的是，很多父母为了他们的孩子快过人一步，比别人的孩子聪明，小小就让他们活在压力之下，跟著遊戲規則 學著成長。

相信我，没有人比谁更善良。无论是老兵或是小将，天王或王后，曲终人散的定义还是一样。有多少人明白曲中的意义，又有多少人看穿歌词里的酸甜苦辣。当人们看到彩虹，有多少人会珍惜那一闪哪。

歌手追逐的不再是唱出好歌，而是销售量。记者追逐的不再是把新闻的真相，而是点击量。当人心变成市场，这市场有如战场上，勾心斗角，想的都是如何得到最终的胜利。试想想，埋葬的是什么？？？

是人们的梦想。

其實我們都一模一樣，無名的我们却充满了莫名渴望，即时受伤，身心伤痕累累，也想得到那用刀画在身上的徽章。

你还记得你被埋葬的梦想吗？你还记得你最初的愿望吗？你当年的纯真呢？

孩子们，坚信你们的梦想，寻找你心里那一块还没有被破坏的土地，好好的在那里休息吧。

Shit...

Don't know why i can't study when my brother is here, or perhaps i should say, i can't study when there is people around me. So, i use all my time to staring the book without pass through my mind. Haiz....

The final exam is just around there, and i need to study. i got so many things that i plan are not yet finish doing, doing math pass year paper, EEE pass year paper study MPW. Somemore the MPW i really no mood to study it. It make me feel sleepy. Haiz....

i really scare now. just like a crap is inside the ice =.=. somemore nowaday i not feeling well, i can't even got a good sleep, and this make me study at late night, luckily my brother was fall to sleep. Thats why i can study, whahahahha...But normally i will also study at late night, so i just can only say, i waste my afternoon time by staring the book.

Just now, when i was driving, the Red Fm remind me the song i love long time ago. "I don't want to miss a thing" sing by aerosmith. i love this song and also i like the movie "Armageddon" too. It so touching me everytime i watch. the actor - Bruce Willis, i favorite actor, the lyrics, the way he sing, is so touch me. "Lying close to you feeling your heart beating" this is so...trust me, it so touch me. Hope that i can do the same things to you.

And I want to watch now, buy...simply i can't, i told myself that i can not get any fun or relax, couse i will use this advantage to skip my study. I had to not-stop study, even staring at the book. But if anyone read my blog, i hope you can enjoy the movie once again.

=.=...

Today was so terrible, for my EEE test, i totally scraw it by myself. Yesterday night, i study all the things i need to study, and i told myself, I'm prepare enough. But in fact, when the paper is distribute to me, firstly i was happy. Because he want us to explain something that are similar to our assignment. So i was like 'finger farrari', wrote all the things that i know, and when i finish, it was about more than half of the page and it worth 10marks. In the other hand, i used about 40min to wrote it, and somemore there is some calculate parts need to do. At that time, i was like '....... , god save me, or save my time'

Not only this, when come to the calculate parts. Ok, i told myself, i knew it, i knew how to do, but when i start thinking, one of the most easier formula, i scraw it up. i have no idea why i can forget this formula. I wan thinking that, it is Ic or Ib...ok...job done...game over...

Haiz, i don't think there one of us can finish it. Moreover, i don't think that we can finish it in 2hours. Did ah koay really check about it???

What should i do now, stop thinking about EEE test. Now is Math Test. Workhard for it.(but let you know something, Math have more formula than EEE, =.=...)